Ramble

I've been thinking over the last few days bout a conversation me and my roommate had about an idea of mine to start a t-shirt company. I won't get into too much detail but I essentially feel defeated now. I thought I forged better relationships. While I understand that some people like to see some sort of definite defined plan I think that sometimes a relationship you have with someone could make them be confident in something they see that you are passionate about.
I always hope that people will see how motivated I am right now and how much I invest myself into what I do.
So when it seems that people doubt that or don't see it I feel defeated.
May be being self dependant is really the way. My mum calls me cold, but sometime that how you have to be cause when you reach out for help from people it backfires sometimes, and if it does when you really need the help, you just kinda shut off.
You castle your king and go into protection mode. The smart ones also forge ahead and do not let that discourage their aspirations.


Hmm just me rambling . . .